I had a thought after writing this blog post, and then reflecting on it a bit. It’s related to privilege, power, accessibility, writing, openness, sharing…
Years ago, I was volunteering for a queer youth services organization in Portland, Maine. I really wanted to write a book about what we were doing there, about the generous and smart organizers, and the amazing young people. It was a pretty amazing model of empowerment and community building. I had some time on my hands, and I thought a book would help create value for the organization.
I talked to the (oh-so-brilliant) volunteer coordinator about my idea. Ever so gently, she suggested that I might, in fact, choose not to proceed with said book, because as soon as I stepped into the role of ‘author’, it could suddenly disempower all the great young people around us.
How? I asked. By becoming the voice of this story, rather than letting their voices be the voice.
But any of them, I said, could do the same. Just pick up a pen and paper and start writing. They could be the author.
Not really.
For a lot of people—particularly people who have been told all their life that they are worthless and have no place in a family or a society—there’s no assumed ‘right’ to sit down and write a book. Authorship generally requires a sense of authority, and authority comes from having privilege and pre-existing power.
I felt ashamed at first, then grateful. What insight my friend had had, and how carefully had they shared it with me. I put down my pen (er, keyboard) and instead of talking/writing/telling, I listened. I waited. I didn’t act out my power. Listening to other people’s stories is sometimes a lot more useful than trying to write them down on their behalf. Advocacy is double-edged, I learned.
This open textbook project has the potential to do so much good in terms of opening up discourse, dialogue, and delightful debate. It can also be a great way for many people’s stories to be listened to, and to be written about. I’m not quite sure how that will get realized, but then, it’s not up to me. I’m just glad that the team leaders know what they are doing. They’ll figure it out and be brilliant.